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when i was a kid i did ballet, played piano, played netball, tennis and was pretty decent at art (insert sketches of my little pony ponies drawn as humans and pregnant with shrek’s baby).
now, i rot in my room binge watching game theory videos, even though i hate matpat and his stupid, whiny voice, and fucking dumbass conclusions (i had a crush on him when i was 13 and wished he wasn’t married and actually think he’s extremely hot). matpat hatred (lust) aside, I detest that i didn’t continue to pursue those hobbies. like i could’ve been a pretty, skinny anorexic ballerina instead of a sad bulimic loser.
but i lose interest in things very quickly (like this blog cough cough). i also hate it when ppl enjoy things that they’re bad at. ik this makes no fucking sense cos like everyone has to start off bad in the process of getting good but,,, CAN WE PLEASE JUST SKIP TO THE PART WHERE I’M BRILLIANT AT EVERYTHING I DO AND EVERYONE JUST LOVES ME AND WANTS TO CRAWL INSIDE MY SKIN AND BE WITH ME FOREVER???!?!
but “thAT’S NoT rEaLiSTic NNIINaaaaa!”
yea well I’M FUCKING DELUSIONAL OK??!! UR ON MY TURF NOW!
i guess now is as good a time as ever to finally set some goals for things i want to be good at and jot down some small things i can do to improve. so here r the things i want to be slay at:
- taxidermy
- plants vs. zombies
- getting people to not abandon me forever and break my heart into a million little pieces
- baking cock shaped cookies
- ok fuck this isn’t a real list
I’m sure I’ll figure it out one day ❤
(or just die a life that wasn’t worth living :3)
-Nina
Netscape Nina 